I don’t know if it’s the hormones going crazy or if it’s
just me but I have been googling what people my size look like pregnant even
though I know everyone is different I still can’t help myself. I am scared to death I will not get a baby
bump and that I will just look extra chunky. I put on about 45lbs that brought
me up to 195. That is where I have
stayed for about a year now. I know that I will get over 200lbs with this
little miracle and I have come to terms with that. I still want to stay active
and not go crazy over board with gaining weight, I think that it’s unhealthy to
gain to little and also unhealthy to gain to much, so I am hoping I will be in
the middle someplace. The Website “the shape of a mother” has eased my mind a little,
letting me see that “baby bumps” come in all shapes and sizes! I always see the beauty in anything and anyone
so in these hormonal times I have got to remember to see it in myself. My belly
will be a thing of beauty no matter what happens because of what is growing
inside it!
